Lay a whisper on my pillow
Leave the winter on the ground
I wake up lonely, is there a silence
In the bedroom and all around

Touch me now, I close my eyes
And dream away…

It must have been love, but it’s over now
It must have been good, but I lost it somehow
It must have been love, but it’s over now
From the moment we touched till the time had run out

Make believing we’re together
That I’m sheltered by your heart
But in and outside I turn to water
Like a teardrop in your palm

And it’s a hard winter’s day
I dream away…

It must have been love, but it’s over now
It was all that I wanted, now I’m living without
It must have been love, but it’s over now
It’s where the water flows, it’s where the wind blows

It must have been love, but it’s over now
It must have been good, but I lost it somehow
It must have been love, but it’s over now
From the moment we touched till the time had run out

(A very beautiful song…)

A new day has…come

I was waiting for so long
For a miracle to come
Everyone told me to be strong
Hold on and don’t shed a tear

Through the darkness and good times
I knew I’d make it through
And the world thought I had it all
But I was waiting for you

Hush, love

I see a light in the sky
Oh, it’s almost blinding me
I can’t believe
I’ve been touched by an angel with love
Let the rain come down and wash away my tears
Let it fill my soul and drown my fears
Let it shatter the walls for a new, new sun
A new day has…come

Where it was dark now there’s light
Where there was pain now there’s joy
Where there was weakness, I found my strength
All in the eyes of a boy

Hush, love

I see a light in the sky
Oh, it’s almost blinding me
I can’t believe
I’ve been touched by an angel with love
Let the rain come down and wash away my tears
Let it fill my soul and drown my fears
Let it shatter the walls for a new, new sun
A new day has…come

A new day has…come
Ohhh, a light… OOh

This is the lyrics to my favourite song… *sniff sniff*. enjoy. =)

It’s beautiful, your honesty
You cry when you need to
You say what you feel
You’re never afraid to wear your heart on your sleeve
You’re always so open with me

It’s in your voice, I can hear it
The sound of a woman in love

[Chorus:]
Only a woman can love you so much
Give you her life and give you her trust
Not any woman can do what you do
Only a woman like you

It’s magical, your love for me
It’s more than a man could ever receive
I’m just a man and it’s hard to believe
A woman like you could love me

It’s in your eyes, I can see it
The look of a woman in love

[Chorus]

If only I could find the words to say
But I just can’t, so forgive me
Cause you took the words away
You answered every prayer I always prayed

It’s in your touch, I can feel it
The feeling of a woman in love

[Chorus 2x]

wah its been quite some time since i last blogged eh? i wonder why. haha. i alwiz felt like blogging something… or just typing out whatever thats happened to me or to the world lately. but than again, i guess i was quite busy with assignments lately. finished most of the major assignments. Now just left lab test for acc 204. >_<. Gotta practice for that… while i still have time. hoho

Anyway wat’s been happening??? How long should i go back too? See thats the problem… when u stop blogging after a while, u just kinda forget which date to go to or which topic to choose from haha. >_<

I guess its a bit late to post this, but better than not posting at all. hehe here it goes… a few weeks ago, I went to Malacca for a day trip with chan,sd, rich, wan hung, wan tze and daniel lee.  Was suppose to show and direct sd, wan teze and daniel the famous places in Malacca… coz they’re doing their tourism assignment. hoho. Although im not very familiar with malacca, but i’ll try my best. ^_^ anyway it just happens to be i used to live in the city itself haha. strategic leh… So from there can bring them to loads of places liao.

Anyway we started out quite late. Coz i got mixed up with wan tzes address HAHAHA!!! I tot she lived at USJ 8. c c there was no USJ 8. Thats why i hate places like subang or peejay… where there a MILLION SECTIONS OR SUBSECTIONS. GAYISM TO THE MAX!!! somemore not to say the signboards will help u find a specific area… which might be in a remote area or something. haha >_< a great way in starting our journey of the day…. and thats being lost. Well after a million rounds of turning, and sign - board looking, house scanning, we finally managed to get to wan tzes place after sd confirmed with us with the proper address… USJ 2 >_<. we went in two cars… me, chan and wan hung in chan’s gay but slick proton car, while rich,sd,wan tze and daniel in rich’s wrecked up red hyundai HAHA.

we went to another place in USJ, if im not mistaken.. i think its nearby summit… shell area… from what i can recall ler. We went to fetch daniel and have breakfast near at a normal coffee shop. Did some planning of the places we wanted to visit…. had warm balee (BUT IT WASN’T WARM… WTF???) and pan-meen i tink. I think i was sick that time, or about to get sick… thx to good chua i was slowly developing a nasty cough (love the virus spreading around )^_^.

After we were done, we went opposite the road to a shell station. Daniel helped richard to checked some things in his car. Imagine… if u were to go for a few hundred KM’s trip, without even bothering to check if your car oil or batts are in good condition or even if the tyres has enuf air, than im sure theres gotta be something wrong with u man, probably some screws loose or something haha!!! Chans car, we didn’t check coz his car just went for servicing last week. but due to some precautionary sense haha or pussyiness, i insisted we did some checkings as well ( but this happened much earlier, when we were pumping petrol in another gas station, about to fetch wan hung before going over to subang to meet up with richard n gang. Did u know we got stucked in a BLOODY PSCYCHOTIC JAM… at one toll. i tink it was at a puchong toll. SOrry Im not that familiar with that area, my first time being there, so i can’t be specific). we just pumped air in his tyres… but did u know he exceeded the normal target for a car of his type. a proton saga, should pump around 30 at the most. but he went to 34-36 >_<. pengsan man.

Anyway my job was to direct them… so we immediately left for the highway to malacca. we reached there about 2 hours kua. Coz chan was bored and decided to drive slowly HAHAHA >_< . so i can imagine the other car behind us. following us slowly… like wana die haha. >_< in highway travelling at a not very constant speed of 70-100. When i helped to pay for the toll, damn i was shcoked to know that the toll was around rm18. expensive lor… knn. last time used to be cheaper. but than again, how many years was that haha. I guess with all the damn inflation, budgetting crab and current affairs nonsense… some people just had to increase the price to make some profits hoho. bastarages!!!

Anyway, as we were travelling, suddenly received an upmost urgent call… a monkey behind us… was a bit cocky and decided not to pump petrol before starting the journey… wah… interesting shitzzz haha >_<. so we went to find the nearest shell station near by. went to the restroom, had ice -cream… and when rich was done, we left for taman mini malaysia aka mini asean, if im not mistaken. A place with an exhibition or 10 countries culture near the highway…in some forsaken land… haha. while the sd, wan tze and daniel went and do their stuff… the rest of us walked around the stall to have a look and finally went to the food area to seat down. haha me n rich were eating choc ice-creams. and i was like making him drool over malacca food - the baba ice cendol and chicken rice BALLS!!! wahaha.  They came out about 20 mins later if im not mistaken, with their faces having weird looks haha.

Me : Yo how was it? Interesting a not?

Daniel : NOOO???!!!!!??!!!!!!!

Wan Tze :  DAMN BORING!!!

I guess those statements alone concluded their if they had fun over there haha. We than proceeded to the city. ahhh nice to see old malacca once again… i duno why i feel like so happy to come back to malacca… i guess its been quite a while since i last came back here…. so much memories…. i feel like a lost child trying to remember his past or his loved ones…  . eh how come sounds like final fantasy story!!! >_< If i were ever to grow old… and had a choice to choose where i would wana live or die… i guess i’ll choose malacca first, i just feel like im at home over there. Perhaps the feeling over being born there has something to do with it. I wasn’t brought up over there… I wonder how I would be today if i was brought up there… speaking in mandarin or hokkein …. english almost K.O … and perhaps very dark looking. Other places i would like to rest or live in would be at the country side or near the sea…where i can live peacefully with my loved one…or by myself…. awwww. *sniff sniff* T_T me, my crops, my pets, my house, the farm, the land…. and most importantly the view, trees and sky. good package i would say. I bet some of u would say i would die of boredom… perhaps yes and perhaps not. it all depends on how u wana live your life… living in peace and in serenity. Bringing up your kiddos with traditions and not contaminating them with the city pollution and living that one woman… sounds too good to be put aside.

Anyway back on the malacca trip… we parked near malacca house… which is at pantai dalam… super near the famous porridge shop. It seems their parking system change alredi lor. no more coins lor… use coupons now wor… seems to be getting more n more outdated. sad indeed. anyway we made our way to the nearest place firsts…. i ushered them and showed them to the indian temple and malay mosque ( sorry im not gona mention their actual names.. coz im in no mood to search for their names coz i dun know… haha). after some snap shots… next destination… cheng hoon teng temple. yeah baby… finally had chance to pray… after duno how many years din go there to pray…. sad…. sigh… anyway than we went to the opposite temple, which is the Malaysia Buddhist Association centre… which had a lot of statues ,idioms etc. We then proceeded to go to jonker street. Stopped at Makam Hang Kasturi for little while… than finally had something to eat… Baba Ice Kacang and Cendol for ME!!! W00TT!!! the gula malacca was incredibly sweet leh. totally owning all the way haha. YAY to original home made gula malacca!!! ^_^

We than continued walk along jonker st… stopping at some some shops from time to time… there were some stuff up for display at some of the shops. Anyway sd did an interview with 3 foreigners who were from germany ( i tink ). oo i forgot to say daniel brought his video camera… so he took some videos almost everywhere we went. ^_^ We than finally landed ourselves at the famous chicken rice balls corner shop. FOOD AT LAST!!!! but at a price though… as it was quite costly i tink… 5 rice balls - rm1.30. 1 whole chicken round rm27. T_T.

After satisfying our little tummies, i brought to perhaps most famous place in malacca… the bell, stadthuys and christ church. A place with red buildings… thx to the portugese n dutch. We went to the tourist information centre first though to ask on where the malacca tree could be found, than proceeded going to the red area haha. *click* *snap*, photos shot, photos taken, videos recorded, we moved up the stairs towards the museum area. sd and daniel went in to the first museum, while the rest waited outside and chilled. Unknown to me…a huge tree which i was standing near too, was the great malacca tree. But no thx to no sign boards or wrong info… till much later… when we met some interesting people; a tourist guide and a tricycle rider. when sd and daniel came out we went to up to st pauls church. interesting stuff. wan tze and daniel went to the ex governors house to have a look. the tourist guide seem to be hitting on sd or honestly complimenting her about her eyes. hoho the 2nd compliment for the day… the 1st was from a helpful receptionist at the tourist information centre… who also wore an interesting coloured contact lense. grrr. speaking about contacts… when im gona get myself one… T_T. i guess that will be some day lor… but when… perhaps i myself will never know.

As we went down st pauls church, we stopped by the dutch mausoleum for a while. they took some pics and were particularly interested with a tomb which was opened… man… i dun reli like the idea of video-camering or photo capturing tombs of the dead… it just doesn’t sound right.. I guess we should just leave them alone and at peace. They may be here… or might not be here… but at least have some decency to respect them?

Anyway… at the foot of the hill, we were at kota a’famosa… aka… duno the name haha… once an archway or gateway of 6 of a mighty portugese fort.. which in some way… helped maintain their rule in malacca for 130 years. Its quite sad to only see the living proof of architecture left back from just a few centuries… typical of men to destroy anything or everything in their path. Thx to stamford raffles, this place is still preserved… a small part of it.. or A SUPER DAMN KAU SMALL PART of a once SUPER HUGE FORT. >_<. but it seems there is new findings of some blocks of stone, which are said to belong to a’famosa fort. I can see the stones foundations and craft… so i dont have any doubt they were related. After all i was standing on top of it…and had to pose haha. >_<

An interesting fact which i did know was…. kota a’famosa had an underground tunnels  or connections known to connect right to st john’s fortk, which is 2km’s distance…. wow interesting. i wonder wat else we don’t know that has been covered up or demolished. The tunnel that i mentioned just now was told by a local tourist tricycle rider who was quite knowledgeable and friendly. He showed us the exact spot and told us how to see if it was true. he said when a place use to have a hole, which has been covered up with cement or something… will slowly sink in as time passes by. ooo O_O!!

I wonder wats down there. some1 hand me some dynamites… i wana go down and look haha!! Anyway he also showed us to another malacca tree.. which was quite near to us…several metres away. some leaf samples and photos were taken. Than we went to the park, to find the restroom. I tink every1 seemed quite exchausted after doing quite a lot of walking. Our next destination was to find makam hang jebat, makam tuah and the baba and nyonya shop. But it seemed the brochure didn’t have any information telling us on how to go there. >_< crab… anyway… i leaded us back to our cars… haha i guess every1 was please to get some rest. We managed to find makam hang jebat… which was at a remote side… unnoticed and perhaps unknown to most people.

After a round, and we still couldn’t find makam hang tuah, we decided to go to bukit china, and puteri hang li pohs well. It was getting pretty late… about 6.30 pm that time… so i was kinda worried hanging out around there… especially at a huge cemetry. I didn’t really know how to go to bukit china, but wanted to try my luck, by using some of the maps and brochures. We made a wrong turn… and got lost, and made a bloody huge ROUND again…. deja vu… we’re back from where we previously came… haha. i guess those behind us were getting tired and impatient of going rounds and rounds… so i told them, just one more round, if can’t find than we proceed to mahkota parade.

We did manage to find bukit china… but u gotta remember… that place is HUGE… so specifically which part or area are we talking about. We wanted to go to puteri hang li pohs well and to sam poh tong temple. Thx to a kind lady wo drove a bMW with her mum, she directed and brought us to this two places since she passing by that area too. Man… our destination was like still quite far away. i though we were gona get lost… since we seem to be heading further and further in. When the aunty stopped her car, i was worried she was gona blast us for stalking her or something haha.  c c we arrived at our destination. thx u aunty for taking the trouble to show some strangers the way!! ^_^ its good to know there are still nice people around… sigh…

puteri hang li poh’s well and sam poh tongs temple were just beside each other. we had to make a round… and parked somewhere at the side, since there was no parking to be found. Me, sd, wan tze, and daniel went out, while the rest stayed in the cars. tired? exchausted? Im putting my money on that, since those 3 didn’t get much sleep…. one was watching anime, another watching drama series… the last one… watching football i tink >_<.

Sam poh thong temple was close… since we finally reached our destination at around 7.15 pm… weird… how come close temple so early…  anyway, since there was like nothing much to see, i immediately went to puteri hang li pohs well. There were two sections… one section is where the well is displayed, the other are boards put up exhibiting details and drawings of how well existed and was used during ancient time. It seems, the well in some way… has some magical powers… since it was built under orders of king at that time.. Sultan Mansur Syah i tink… for his wife Puteri Hang Li Poh, who will use the well water to take her royal bath. It seems that the water in the well will NEVER DRY. Truly speaking… when i looked down the well… there was still a lot of water inside! awesome yeah! There was some steel fence placed on top of the well and locked up. I guess this is for protection… to avoide silly people from drowning… . It was said, that if anyone drank from the water of this well, that person will always come back to malacca. O_O ohh??!!!

I discovered a shocking fact about this well… besides being used by malacca soldiers and the dutch people during war as a source to drink and take baths… but the well was also used to kill their enemies. they placed poison into the well… and unknown to enemy troops, they decided to yam cha at the well and WOOOSH… Knock Out for good. Hundreds of enemy troops died to an evil but tactical strategy.  During the dutchs time, they took the well very seriously and protected it like mad. They didn’t want the same faith to happen to them. O_o smart buggers.

Anyway at around 7.30-7.45 we left the place and went to Bunga Raya to eat O-cien. Had to wait a while though, coz we were the first customers and they were just setting up the store. I didnt touch o-cien at all… no idea why… didn’t have the appetite for it i guess. but i did drink warm suit cha and ate kwan loh min (not sure if thats the name haha). Felt super tired and exchausted. I guess i was having beginning to have fever, cold, and sore throat all at the same time. Awesome ^_^

We left for Mahkota Parade… our last destination. hehe i sat in an ogawa chair and got free massage. ohhh it was interesting. but i didnt particularly like the leg massage though. Coz they were like squeezing my legs…  .My legs are like damn worn out, so show some love to them man, not squeez the hell out of them. I like the upper back massage. but it seems like less priority is given to the lower back… i wonder why. did the sales person set the controls in a weird way??? the massage session was for 15 mins. oooo!! one day… perhaps…one day.. im gona get good massages anytime i want. either go to a private spa cum massage parlour or let my future wife or gf massage me. MUAHAHA!!!! that would be good. If its my wife doing that, i would definately return her back the favour. Coz i believe, its unfair, if u ask her to care for u, but u don’t do so in return. She is after all a human too. She does have body aches… get tired, get sore muscles and need plenty of loving… ^_^. sigh…

We departed from malacca and went back around 10 pm i tink… i was so damn tired that time…. due to insufficient sleep, lots of planning and brain storming. Getting sick doesn’t help either, just makes things even more complicated and interesting haha. When we reached KL around 11 something, i went to wan hungs house for little while hehe for one sole purpose… and i’ll leave u guys to guess. A hint would be.. i was so DAMN RELIEFED. hahaha. I alwiz forget tat thursday is pasar malam day. but since i was like damn tired, i tink just go back lor..

Thx to Chan who did hell lot of driving and for putting up with my blurness in directions and etc. haha hoped every1 enjoyed themselves overall, since we did things in quite a rush, as tere wasn;t much time to really seat down to enjoy. Everyone, im sure was in some way or another awfully tired or exchausted. When i tried sleeping… there was something that kept on waking me up. i just couldn’t sleep for full 8 hours, I kept on waking up… .  When i finally manage to get good and proper sleep, i guess i woke up like 12 hours later WAHAHHAA. basically one freaking day wasted lor. took me a while to recover from some stuff. but im still having this cough thingy. But it ain;t that serious though. so no worries mate.

There also times i question myself why some people seem to be more lucky than others and why some just dont seem lucky at all. When it comes to this question, many variables or equations come to mind… so more questions are asked.

An example of the many stems and branches would be "Why i’m not from a rich family?" or "How come I’m so poor?", "Why am I not smart?", "How come so dumb wan?". This questions can lead to even more depressing questions like "Am i dumb coz my parents aren’t so smart…" or "Am i poor coz im from a poor family…" or "why in the hell am i born in such a poor state of life and in such a poor family…".

I think first of all u need to think positive. secondly, stop pondering all the dumb questions and stop thinking crab stuff. 3rd, decide what needs to be done to overcome or stamp out the negative things or disabilities u think u have. 4th put words or thoughts into action. 5th work even more till your output shows results. Its a bloody long process but its worth something thats for sure. Better than pondering, waiting and doing nothing. Mircales dont just come out of the sky.

My dad use to tell me something… "If u’re not smart, than u’ve got to work harder. Smart people may study for 3 hours. But not so smart people have to work double and study for 5 to 6 hours". This is sadly very very true. But like i said, no point fratting over peoples gifts and natural abilities but to upgrade and develop your own skills. Dont have one? Work for it than. And u’ll see in time, you’ll gain something.

There are people out there who say they have tried their best and worked quite hard in trying to accomplish and achieve something. But in the end the results is kinda dissappointing. All i’ve got to say is… do u really think what u have said is true? If it was… how come the results is poor? Could there have been a application error? Or u’re working towards the wrong direction? Hard work means last minute work? Or hardwork means just reading and nothing else? Or hard work means doing doing tuts and reading, but dun reli understand wat the hell is going on?

How do i see myself as a student? BAD… VERY BAD!!! why? coz i dun attend lectures, im late for lectures, dont do work given to me, dont try hard enuf, alwiz last minute KING. ta dah… there u go. bad bad student. If u were ever a teacher…and taught me… u;ll regret like mad for being a teacher… MUAHAHAHA!!!

OK.. that was a bit too much of an exegeration. But i am still a bad student no matter what i say. So what do i do, sensing all this gay allegations and faults of mine. I try my best to attend lectures and tuts… ( BUT im making exceptions for  acc 260.. coz the course reminds me a lot of 250 and the mentor is extremely gay and doesnt look like a teacher WAHAHA!), do self study at the library or at home. no matter how last minute… its still called studying. My philosophy means never say die and try your best no matter how bad it looks. this year 1st sem results were good.. but could have been much better… i alwiz say that… grrrr. hopefully this sem would be good too. but im having some doubts… since all the subjects im doing for this sem.. are incredibly hard and gay. What do i need to do? WORK HARDER BOY!!! HAHA >_<. i can preach.. but my results show my actions too, i tink.

there are times when i question myself the relevance of my actions in my daily life. WHY AM I HERE? What the hell am i doing? Why am i doing this? Why should i do this? What for? WHY? WHY? WHY? there was also a few times where i went through a phase where it all didnt seem important anymore. I questioned the importance of my existence in this small world. I question how i was brought upon this world, with what mission or main objective? Am i some experiment or some crab that simply just exist? Or am i something else? Unextraordinary? Unique? Or simply just another human being who is just living a normal life like everyone else. Exisiting and living on without any sole purpose… . I wonder Who was the person who created human beings and who created the person who created us? the list of queries and questions goes on never endlessly. A logical person with some common sense would give u a simle answer…. " If we knew all the questions in live, we would have been GODS by now. Not living our lifes as it is". Ahhh… but I guess an answer as simple as this doesn’t even answer the question at all. Its just going further away from the main question.

Most people are brought up through traditions and with a common perception, which is not to question this and that. In short, don’t be a busybody and ‘keh-poh-chi’. Although the educated people encourage their children to do a lot of questioning in when they are studying, but when it comes to a later stage in life, its more like a find it yourself scenario or don’t bother asking. If this is the norm in our society and in the world, I’m actually very impressed at how far we have managed to evolve and develope this planet to its current situation today. I guess what you see today in earth is just merely a few % of its former self? Why i said so? Coz of us homo-saphiens, populating this planet like wild fire. Breeding like little bunnies… and causing mass destruction where ever we land too… with our pathetic unlimited wants and needs.

We need this … we need that… we want this… we want that…..

If I were to ask u … "If there is something in life u want or need ,more than anything else in the world, what would that be?" Something to ponder on eh? Yes. As for me…. I would want to live my life to the fullest knowing what needs to be done and keep on striving on for execellence in whatever fields I’m in, with everything that Im doing near or super close to perfection.

Ho ho ho… Its been quite a while since I last blogged over here eh. oh well quite a lot has happened…. so i guess its gona take me edges to recall everything to detail and post it up. haha. so i guess i’ll just briefly spam out whatever i can recall k. ^_^.

New sem started alredi. In the 4th week liao. Incredibly fast isnt it. yeap.. and im gona tell u a little secret…  " i havent studied anything yet"… MUAHAHAHHAHAA. >_< damn. im in deep shit - gotta start burning the mid light oil from now onwards liao. But dunno… i keep on getting distracted in doing other things… hardly seem interested at all at studying. @_@. Sad fact though, but we all know we gotta buck up when we’re slagging.

What am i doing this semester? hmmm eco tech, corporate law, acc. systems, acc ( external reporting). yes yes… from the name of the subjects alone… u can probably assume they are some kind of no brainer subjects. haha. but the only subjects i seem interested in at the moment are corporate law and eco tech. and why is that so?? corporate law - interesting teacher, who has a unique and interesting way of teaching. Tough subject… but with a good teacher… malaysia boleh. I have no idea why, but i have this natural liking for law stuff. haha. perhaps it runs in the family? I dunno.  Eco tech - why it interest me? coz of maths and add maths. though i dun reli like add maths , but i like calculating and deriving figures. wahaha. awesome eh. =)

how about the remaining 2 subjects? whats wrong with them? they’re both incredibly boring. and they’re both reminding me of hell… . I feel like im revisiting hell everytime i attempt to even study this two subjects. haha. Should i drop them? or should i be bold and valiant, and battle my way through this never ending madness. lame words for two lame subjects. Both teachers teaching this subjects are okayla…one is pretty hardworking and can say knowledgeable la… (but she doesnt like me MUAHAHAA - due to good reasons, which i might not be proud off, but o well ~ no shitty). the other teacher… remembers peoples names… but i wonder if he really knows his shit.. O_o. so if i had a choice of choosing between this two teachers to woop my ass… i guess the first would be the main choice. afterall … that teacher is a she… and she’s one FIERCE teacher. T_T. But i know she means well… even if she’s a bit too strict and mean haha. at least she pushes and pushes. forces a lazy ass like me to do something about it. hoho

I downloaded quite a number of crab stuff lately. for eg. bit torrent. which i have used to download transformers the movie, alien vs predator, some songs, and some anime series. hehe I discovered a little trick of allowing them to get downloaded more faster than normal. ^_^. but than again.. it might be common sense or nothing new to those who are IT savvy or pros in dling crab.

Well i gotta make a move, I’ll be back to update and write more of my crab stories. going to ss2 pasar malam now. hehe. hopefully i’ll be able to gam ba teh when i get back home. chiowzzz.

- Michael -

Watched War of the Worlds with rich, sd, chua, yew huoi and lum at Mid Valley on 1st of July 2005, a Friday at 4.30 pm. Whats my evaluation of this movie? hmmm.. cool special effects ( to be expected from steven spielberg anyway). good acting by dakota fanning , tom cruise and his son. emotions are well played. the story line was okayy… but i guess i was expecting out of this movie. After all its a steven spielberg movie with tom cruise as its cast. Who wouldnt expect a LOT from this movie. Anyway, what i think was that this movie lacked few battle scenes of aliens wooping against mankind’s pathetic resistance. They should have shown countries around the world trying to resist the tripods invasion, especially of those of Japan,Russia, Chinese etc. Remember there was a part where it was said that the Japanese found a way to kill those tripods. At least show something la. Few seconds or minutes more of intense battle fighting wont kill anyone. A lot of my friends or those that I know of, do not like the ending of this movie. So wats my view of it? hmmm the movie seemed to be in a rush a bit towards the ending part… as if they wanted to wrap everything up ASAP. Perhaps extra screening of how and wat happened now and later would be better i tink. But I do understand of course how they aliens died hoho. Interesting eh.. freaking aliens thinking they can come down here to drink coca-cola or tomato juice for free. WTF!!! Like what an old friend of mine, Eric Tang, loves saying " There is no free lunch in this world". haha lame ass, but so true. oh yeah, another thing… show more of the aliens la. Barely even got a good view, than they keep changing. bahhhh. After the movie, we went to Kim Gary to makan or sort of yum cha. hoho ate French Toast again. haha. Ate it so fast somemore, like nothing entered my tummy also. boooo. hehe. Anyway was interesting to watch the different dishes the others ordered. Nicenice, must try those one day. Especially the big laksa bowl. wahhhh like can kill people only haha. After that I cant remember what else I did that time. OOOO before the movie, I bought the tickets by myself first, than met up with rich and sd, we went to play bowling one game. haha and boy did i suck bad at it. I have no idea why, but i always need to warm up or play 2nd game onwards than onli can start getting better bahhh. excuses it seems, but its alwiz like this!!! >_< haha. Did i mention, that it was bloody hard trying to book tickets for initial D and war of the worlds. bahhh. I actually managed to get a few tickets for initial D, but alwiz didnt go for it, coz have to take into consideration of other people. boooo. Can’t believe im watching this movie so late. T_T haha. Usually i like watching movies as early as possible. try to be the first among the many to watch it, than only it feels good. ^_^. but one thing though, you must be prepared to pay a little more, have face massive jam or huge crowds of people la. I don’t really remember what the heck I did on the 2nd or 3rd of July. >_< and thats sad. Perhaps played dota a lot kua or probably onlined a lot. bahhh.

On the 4th (Monday), if im not mistaken all of a sudden I felt like going to KLCC. Than i have no idea how things went, i ended up heading for BTS. Chan fetched me. Since his car was quite dirty, goodness knows how his car ended up like that. We went to a Shell station near Help institute, where he paid rm8 for a good scrub and wash, included with vacumming. Sounded a pretty good offer to me, since a lot of washing car places are quite costly, mostly at the minimum rate of rm10 i think. At the mean time, we went to San Fransisco for a drink. I ordered a blended Mocha (Large) costing about rm12.55 (included tax). while chan ordered some hot chocolate i tink. Than we made our way to BTS - straight to borders. hoho my first time there. We were there for like 3 hours, standing or seating down… reading books, magazines and so forth. Interesting place. A good place to hang out to do some reading of materials u like. =) It was fun! But I felt quite tired somehow haha. Guess I havent been reading and exercising for quite a while. thats why seem so hopeless, tired and worn out. @_@ Left BTS around 7 something I tink. Before that we went to the arcade for little while. Chan wanted to play some games first. Haha I took a good view of the theme park BTS had. I didnt know the roller coaster looked so cool. wahhh… must reli try that one day leh. seems damn cool!! Anyway I saw some chicks or cool gals at the arcade… haha I wasn’t expecting to see any at a arcade. So it was interesting to see. We left for Stevens Corner after that, ate and drank some stuff, than headed to Eclipse for few games. Boy was it boring… not much games to play, sad. Than proceeded to go home.

The very next day,if im not mistaken, i was looking at the newspapers, found some interesting part time jobs, that I thought i could with the limited time I had before classes start. Made some calls, than went with Lum to look for the company at Jalan Sultan Ismail using the monorail, where we stopped near lot 10 and began walking and looking for our destination. The job that was i looking forward to was Database part time job, where u’re allowed to given assignments to do at home. About rm 60 per set, a weeks work, amounting to 50 pages. hmmm interesting. I thought i’ll be able to do this job… since it sounds quite flexible. But when during the interview… it all ended barely 1 to 2 minutes. when it comes to AGE group problem. The dude said only part time work was for people age 27 and above. while those around 21 have to do full time work. hmmmm WTF??? thats bullshit man. That mistake blew me away, blew away my chances of getting a part time job at such a short time and to earn some extra income. BOOOO. next time i should inquire first about the age requirement before even going through all the hassle. I was a complete fool… or that was what I felt. oh well… anyway when we were about to leave the place, it was raining heavily. Adding more to my dismay. Mean while waiting for the damn rain to subsite, me and Lum chatted a few stuff, than i began making some calls for more job offers. Hmmm… some were interesting, some were out of the question. We than went to BTS ( yes again!! heh this is like my 4th time going there. all the times when i was there, i didnt reli go around much, plus borders wasnt open during the first and 2nd time i was there!) for lunch. We than went to borders to do some reading and finally left when it was about time for Lum to leave for classes.

On the 6th ( Wednesday ) I felt damn desperate to see Initial D. BAHHH almost everyone i knew had watched it and NOT ME. BOOOOOO T_T. I parked near palm court and started walking towards kl central. About half way, richard msged me asking me wat was i doing? I guess he wanted to hang out or something, so I changed my mine and decided to just linger around at KL central for a while. I wanted to investigate some stuff. hehe. I went to the food court ( didnt know they had one. looks ok kua…) and to the book shop ( looks… booo compared to borders or MPH muahah ). After scrolling around, than I went back to the car and headed off to mid valley. Did i say, i was running bloody low on fuel and I couldnt find parking at all for a BLOODY LONG TIME. I was becoming damn frusfrated man. Tried parking at some places, but I feared my car would get get knocked or hit when other cars reverse. I didnt want to take the risk, so went to find for a more proper parking place again. I got quite fed up till i decided to just go back or park outside of mid valley near rich’s place. On my way down ( half way) at G block i tink, out of no where there was parking in front of me. hahaha! damn was i reliefed and happy. hehe immediately parked and went to find rich and sd. They were in Kim Gary taking their lunch. haha it was good to see them again, after not meeting them for quite some time. We than walked to a few shops and to Jusco. SD wanted to buy a black shirt for herself since she and rich were working at Starbucks the next day. she needed a black collar t-shirt. We did find a few shirts, but they were quite costly. Anyway, Jusco was having discount that day, Rich went to redeem a voucher, allowing us to shop the whole day with certain products having 5 or 15% discounts. haha it was a freaking shopping spree >_<. We than proceeded to the food section, where sd wanted to get some special sos for the spagghetti she was making. Met Choo and Christine there, they bought sushi. hehe just found out from them that on Wednesdays, sushi is sold quite cheap. haha I went for some sushi hunting on my own. >_<. After that we went on our own ways, where i immediately dashed for the shell station at brickfields. Damn did i say i was worried i couldn’t make it haha. Anyway I was very low on funds, so had to head back to get extra cash. I couldn’t make it for the gathering that rich was organizing - Restaurant Talipon Seafood buffet. T_T. had some conflicts with some my source of finance. bahhhh. so decided to eat the sushi i bought and sleep.

Did I say, i stummbled upon a stash of gold? haha no seriously… it was more like a stack of comics which my bro bought from UK. MAN… AWESOME LEH!!! i can spend like hours and hours just reading them. untill got headache somemore haha. it was fun. But sadly, I finish reading them all liao. hehe.

I dont remember what i did on the 7th ( Thursday). But on the 8th (Friday), Chan wanted to catch a movie at mid valley. He fetch me first, than we headed off to subang, where we fetch wan hong from her bf’s place. pumped some petrol first before heading of to Mid Valley. Met Wan Hong’s friend Hui Ting there, than we went to buy the movie tickets. Before that we decided to have a look at rich and sd doing their work at starbucks. haha they seem quite bz, so dun wan kacau them. The movie we gona watch was War of the Worlds, since they haven’t watch it yet, I decided to just accompany them. After purchasing the tickets, the counter guy a malay dude, gave us some brochures, the tickets but without our change back ( I gave him rm100, balance was around 70 something back ). He didn’t believe us, when we said we didn’t take nor receive anything at all. So being the wise and careful guy he is, he took out the box containing cash for the movie tickets sold for that particular day and time to some room and began counting to check if we’re lying. haha.. man I was getting a little annoyed and began thinking of ways to blast him and his manager if he came back again, excusing us of lying and cheating him. ^_^ Unfortunately, he came back again apologizing for his mistake. hehe lucky guy =). For wasting our time and testing our patience, he would only incurr more wrath than benefits if he made a mistake again.

We than went to the food court, ( a level below the cinema i tink ), since Wan Hong was hungry and haven’t taken her lunch yet. While I had two ice-creams earlier, hoho , one at the shell station ( red beans potong ), the other when at the cinema level, mc Ds tere ( Large - twist ). Met ah Lum there with his friend from swatch shop. haha such a coincidence. After the movie, I went to MPH to do some reading, while chan accompanied the girls. Chan later joined me, while the girls were doing some shopping i think. Anyway we all met up near starbucks, when rich and sd were done working. hehe they brought out 3 pleasant surprise drinks haha. 1 rhamba something blended - specially made by SD. 1 mocha blended - made by some dude. 1 green tea blended, 4 spoons wan, dun pray pray - by rich. haha it was nice seeping each of them and tasting different flavours. We took a while before finally deciding on where to eat haha, and that was at Ming yin, Taman Megah. hope i didn’t spell it wrong. Over there, we had some problems finding for parking, but in the end it was all good. ^_^. I ate duck rice and drank suit cha. while sd shared with rich bak kut teh. Wan Hong ordered a drink haha which came bloody lateeeee, hui ting ordered fried rice and some drink, chan ordered chee cheong fun. wohhh didnt expect the place to be crowded like mad. boy was it happening. =) should come here to eat more often hehe. but the problem is… its quite a distance away leh. After dinner, we all went back hoho and oi oi like the pigs we are haha. j/k

Hmmmm gotta figure out what i did on 7-12 haha. cant remember alredi haha. cha touz. to be continued =)

- Michael -

Hi, its 4.32 am now, as at 11 July 2005, Monday. Listening to Jay Chou’s latest album ( the one wearing soldier uniform wan ). his music is so nice and soothing… although im a freaking banana… and dun understand wat his lyrics mean… but i do know they sound good. he’s a very creative singer. vocally not bad as well. rhyming not bad too. haha. i usually listen to his songs for fun or when im doing work. haha. well at least something to keep me company when im alone at night or in the afternoon. hoho. u can shoot me now…. the cat is out of the bag… meowwwwwww!!!!! >_<. one thing not be confused about…. i only like jay chou’s SONGS. but not the dude himself. make sure u dun misunderstand, or i’ll kick u in the butt. muahaha ^_^. j/k…. Im not that violent. ask my dota friends how im like… im as gentle as they gets. hehe

I’ve been browsing a few blogs recently. Its quite interesting to see how people write out their blogs. Their style of writing or how they portray out their experiences or feelings is simply just amazing. The words that are being used. The sentences… the phrases… the construction and usage of everything. Just wonderful haha. Most importantly, I appreciate and treasure the initiative taken to explain their experiences in detail. You get to learn a lot from there… on what lies beneath that mysterious person. The person which you thought you were familiar with might have another personality or truth which was never known to you before. Ain’t it interesting? hehe. But than again, when reading someones blog, there is such a thing as respecting someone’s privacy. Do not leave dumb comments after reading or before reading what they have written or typed down. Do not be a freaking gay gossiper or backstab people after gaining knowledge of someones details, experiences and etc. Its simply saddening when it comes up to that point. But if your arguement would be that , "heh its the internet man, im free to do whatever i want! Since that guy or girl is so dumb to even bother to post something like that on the net or to the public, than i see no wrong in obliging myself to do whatever I want. After all, ever heard of freedom of speech or a free world to do whatever I want?". Oh yes, but first of all, who in the world said blogging was for public viewing? You need to know the web address or that persons unique nickname ID, in order to access his or her blog page. You either by chance happened to see their blog from some internet site or must have heard about it from a friend, if not there wouldn’t be anyway you would even be aware of their doings. People write blog for a reason and thats to either express themselves or to write something about their life, experience or on something. You can say in some way, its like having a diary. But it just happens that this diary is online, and probably is excessable to the millions or even billions of online users out there. But to find out in the end, that your privacy is being invaded and most probably be used back against you one day, is quite upsetting and very disturbing. You can probably say, its my fault to even blog or write or have a diary online. But for heavans sake, its my wish for crying out loud. Not of your concern. Bloggers could chose to allow thier blogs to be viewed by certain people I think, but some prefer to publish it to the public, either to share their knowledge, experience and life or to seek attention from strangers.

I just read an online artcle sent to me by Chan regarding some africans conducting adultery or monstrosity on young virgins base on some stupid belief or on rumours. This article stated that a 9 month year old baby girl was raped by 7 men, who heard rumours and believed that by conducting this act, they might cleanse themselves of AIDS. How freaking stupid and dumb is that. For crying out loud… use your BLOODY HEAD??? Boleh? How or what in the world, can a innocent baby girl do to make AIDS go away? Even top scientist or bloody smart people are cracking their heads to find a solution but out of no where some idiot forecasted or predicted that by having sex with an infant or young female virgin, they might rid themselves of AIDS. Seriously, I do not understand why some people in this world are seriously damn dumb. They do not even bother to use their freaking heads or brains at all. If you’re gona say " Heh no big deal dude, theres lot of shit happening out there, none of business anyway, why so emotional about it? Its not freaking problem man". Than the best thing I would most probably say is this… if this were to ever happen to anyone in your family, will you be happy, smiling away and say "No worries mate"? I don’t think that would be the case. I seriously hope more people out there be more educated and use their knowledge for the better and use their brains for better things.

I’m pretty tired now. So I guess I’ll continue blogging tomorrow and depict my other experiences and my previous dwellings for this past few days. till than peace out boys and girls.

- miCHAEL -